Hartjess

Hey guys. I figured, since I’m such a long winded person, perhaps I should write my longer statements here.

I don’t really have much time to write this down, so the order and grammar of things will probably be a bit off. And the whole text will not be as polished as it can be. However, after reading this, I’m sure you’ll get the point of this post.

So the plan originally was for me to do an E3 video this weekend, since E3 was last week and I did have a couple things to say about it.
However, as you’re probably already aware, I had my Finals recently. And I thought I messed up Physics and History, which turns out, I did. I got called by my teacher for the results of my Finals past Thursday, and I was glad to hear it didn’t go as bad as I thought it would. He also notified me that I’d be able to redo one exam on Wednesday. And I picked the subject Physics.

So right now, instead of making the video, I’m going to have to cram all this information about this subject in my head(that I didn’t know during my finals). It’s a lot of work(and I’m not looking forward to it) but I have to do it.
Being a chronic procrastinator, it’s difficult for me not to do fun stuff like recording videos, and to do Physics calculus instead, but I have to.

You know, you sometimes have to look at things a bit more from the perspective of, right after the exam. That moment, you’ll feel the accomplishment or failure of the work you put in before. And if you’ve ever failed something because you didn’t put in work, you’ll probably be aware of how it feels when you don’t put in work and you fail as a result. Likewise you know what it feels like to accomplish something and pass when you’ve put in the work. 
(of course you can fail when you put in work, however those are the moments you’re will to win and determination will get tested)

Think of the feeling of accomplishment right after your exam and keep that moment in thought when you’re about to procrastinate. Put those couple of days, weeks or months that you have to put in work in perspective to the rest of your life living with an accomplishment and go for it!

I heard Will Smith quote a Philosopher once who said: “Whether you think you can, or whether you think you can’t, you’re usually right.”
Keep that in mind. You have to put in work to accomplish something.

I haven’t, so right now, I’m obligated to myself to do so. 
Even if I’d fail my exam, at least I’d be able to say, I put in all the work that I could. And as a result of that, I’ll walk around with my head high. 
There’s nothing worse than to know you’re full potential, and you not reaching it. 
If you wan’t to be special, you have to try to achieve for more than the average.
So yeah, I’m going to study for these couple of days. I hope you’ll understand. I love you guys a lot! That’s the whole reason I even wrote this…. thing…
Perhaps, you’re having the same issues and problems like me. And this might help you in case you have those problems too.
It’s also good for me to write these things down. So I can read it back in case I ever need to. Being scatter brained at time, things sometimes get a bit more clearer and organised when I write it down. Having the things you should get done listed down gets you a long way. Even if you aren’t able to finish everything, I’m sure that being a chronic procrastinator and scatter brained, you would’ve not been able to do anything on the list. So be glad you did something. Try to reach your full potential. Learn how to put time in perspective. And focus on your goal and the feeling you’ll have when you achieve something.
I hope this listing helped you as much as it’s going to help me.
Again, I love you guys! Sorry I couldn’t make a video this week. But I’ll make up for it!

Much love, Hartjess